and i'm starting to wonder when you say you will wipe away my tears
when i cry.
do you really mean it?


Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Memories suppose to fade
What's wrong with my heart
Shake it off let it go
Didn't think it would be this hard
Should be strong, moving on
But I see you

a little too not over you, david archuleta

did i tell you today is one of the BESTEST day of my life.
apart from getting caught for my hair in th morning and th Social Studies Test
th rest went by perfectly.
just.
perfect.
perfect is th word, indeed.

after school was th best.
after HML lessons, walked with Nadhirah and Azlin.
heading th 500 plus direction. (:
it was nice to walk and just joke ard.
it was really nice.
its like finally we at least got a moment or two
together.
and i love every single moment of it.

azlin left us.
leaving me and Nadhirah.
ini BEST.
haha.
we walk to the 98 bus stop near 501 there.
sat there.
and we just talk.
a heart to heart talk.
we shared alot.
like really really alot.
is there such a word?
haha.
but seriously.
its been forever since we last talk.
just the two of us.
we shared and shared and shared whatever we have on our mind.
and until the end of the whole girl talk.
its feels like the whole weight on my shoulders are gone.
and i bet same goes to iRah. (:

there was tears,loads of them.
there was holding back of tears.
there was confession.
there was secrets.
there was laughter.
there was advices.
it was really heart-to-heart.

it is great to know,you have someone that really care and always there
whenever you need them.

i miss doing all this to my girlfriends.
especially sofia aini.
its been a while since we last hung out after school, y'know. (:
i miss those times.

and my other girls.
only god knows how much i really miss spending time with all of you.
nadhirah azlin nadhilah amirah.
we will last until eternity.

so nadhirah.
thnks alot for today.
i love being around you and just talk.
and we will stick around like glue until forever.

i LOVE you girls.
because you girls are part of my world.(:
thnks for always being there for me.


"Love is like war,
Easy to begin but hard to end."
-Anonymous

"its easy to let go but hard to forget all the bittersweet memories.
i do miss your presence at times."